YUMMEEZ

itchy.......

2007-07-11T08:33:00.000-07:00

It takes forever to upload an image
It takes 18 years to see my interest in photography
It takes a few months to decide to buy a camera
It takes a few hours to get a camera i like
It takes forty-five mins to choose and edit an image
It takes half an hour to think of what to write now
It takes fifteen mins to takes 10 images
It takes five mins to stab myself for the image i want doesn't upload and the one i dun want uploads smoothly
It take one minute for me to get angry
It takes thirty seconds for me to set up my camera
It takes ten seconds for my hands to itch
It take one second (max 5secs) to click and POOF!
An image is out.......

my hands itch alot lately......
ITCHY HANDS

i really dun want to upload this image..................................

URGH!

完玩顽丸晚.......

2007-07-07T10:21:00.000-07:00

当耳机再度插入耳朵时，
我又再一次进入那只属于我自己的世界；
那个虚幻、绚丽、放肆的世界。
就尽情的沉溺、享受、忘记、
大笑、大哭、安静⋯⋯

“没有预兆没有理由你真的有说过⋯⋯
电话我也不接找我我也不睬无缘的人去找别人
⋯⋯一颗热的心穿着冰冷外衣 ⋯⋯
世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹什么是真实 ⋯⋯
⋯⋯因为我爱着孤独却又崩溃得无助⋯⋯
一霎风雨我爱着你极度雨停我爱自己⋯⋯我离开我自己⋯⋯
我要和你一起划过一千个世纪就是和你在一起⋯⋯
也要纷纷秒秒年年日日全心守护你最小的事”

龙之项链.....

2007-07-02T20:34:00.000-07:00

若我和你盘旋在

时间、空间、瞬间、

以前、现今、未来。

我是在这个空间里瞬间爱上了你。
可是如果在现今的我同时爱上了两个从不同空间的你，
那算不算背叛呢？

如果以前的我无法接受现今和未来的你，
那选择你是不是个错误？

如果现今的我爱上未来的你，未来的你却爱上以前的我，
那我们是不是在瞬间里搞糊涂了？

如果现今的我偷偷爱恋着未来的你，却紧抓着我不爱的现今的你，
期望他变成未来的你，那算不算欺骗?

如果十个不同空间的我有五个赞成和你在一起，有五个不赞成和你在一起，
我又该做何选择呢？

时间不受人影响，只有它影响人。
人生不受人影响，只有选择影响它。

一个人

2007-05-08T21:48:00.000-07:00

i have been doing alot of thinking back lately

its a long timeits good to think back and reflect
This is from my previous entry

chinese is still the best way to reflect me i guess

我喜欢一个人

我真的喜欢一个人

我很想往一个人

我想我患了‘过度喜欢一个人’的病

医生也证实

说我病得不轻

因该往有人的地方多逛

多到有人的地方感受那里的气氛

我很乖

我有听话

在前两天去了有很多人的地方

可是不知怎么了我的病情因此极度恶化

身体不由自主地把自己关在一个空间里

没有别人只有我的空间里

医生怀疑我没有照他的指示去做

可是我说我有

还带了朋友和我一起去

只不过到了人多的地方

不知怎么了

我一个人的心情更加的膨胀起来

像突然心藏麻痹的病人

一发不可收拾

后来才发现

我在很多人的地方里会更显示出我一个人的病情

‘过渡喜欢一个人’的病更会像喷泉一样涌出来

我不能和很多人在一起

我只能继续得一个人

继续的忠于一个人

喜欢一个人

Script

2006-12-18T08:20:00.000-08:00

Well, Hello!
Welcome to The Race
Wow i seen quite some energetic and happy faces today!!
Thats good! because this race is a rather different race
One that no matter old old or younge
How tall or short
How thin or fat
Well, basically everybody has to take part in it!!!!

Since all are pretty ready,
Let me brief you about the rules and regulations
This is really imp[ortant
so please do listen clearly

Number one,
this is a race where no one is allow to stop
Basically you can only choose between running slower or faster

Number two,
you will face situations that is so very bad that you are pushed to your limits
In this situation,
you have one help line that you can get
ONLY ONE

BUT we are not disclosing what the number is or who it will be
Its up to you to find it out and used it at your own time

Number three,
For eople who choose to give up the race
They will never be seen again

Well i think thats about it
Do your best and put in all your might in the race
Its always for a good cause

thanks for listening
In a few minutes time the Race shall begin
All the best!!

i need a song

2006-11-17T08:25:00.001-08:00

i am tired
i am not
i am tired
i am not
i am tired
i am not
i am tired
i a m
not
i am tired
i am not
i am tired i am nopt
i am
tired i am not
i am tired
ia mnot
i am tired
ia am not
i am tired
i am not

some times i wonder if i am tired or not
i guess many times its just a matter of choice
i choose to be tired
or i choose not to be tired
its just a matter of choice

today i dunno
maybe i am maybe i am not
maybe its not physically just mentally

but well the funny thing is
i got change when i reach home
and sank into the sofa staring or watching or stoning infront of the TV
then my mum said

Do i have to go back to primary school to teach u how to wear your clothes?

I had my clothes worn the other way round
inside out

this is very casual
nothing much
still processing my other stuffs

abcdefgh..............I

2006-11-14T05:32:00.000-08:00

I am he
I am she

I am him
I am her

I am they
I am them

I am our
I am their

I am selfish
I am all about me

I am the owner of my stories
I am storyteller

I am Cinderella
I am Snow white

I am Hungry Werewolf
I am Captain Hook

I am my characters
I am my thoughts

I am I
I am who

Mystory

2006-11-11T17:03:00.000-08:00

she wanted to test
to test how much time she could endure
how much time was needed to wait

After she was done with watever she needed to do
She started the test
She waited

She thought to herself
if she wanted to pretend that she was really tired
To try to create a sense of guilt
However
she didnt

Then she spent her time persuading herself to have patience
And she started to think what would be told to her at the end of this waiting process
She knew exactly
she had in mind two sentence

Its wierd why we even bother to ask certain things when we know exactly
What dissapointing answers we will get
we just know each other so well that we know the answer is never what we wished it to be
However we still ask
ask with hope that the person will change

so again she knew it too well
she knew what kind of things she will get
but yet she choose to take the risk
Test it out
she wanted to see if there is a change
she wanted to know her limits on waiting

after a forty mins
her answers are revealed
another dissapointment
Indeed this test was no different from the last tests

I am so Happy!

2006-11-06T08:01:00.000-08:00

I am happy beacuse
today is the last day of school!

I am so happy because
i received a wonderful gift
lovable!!!

I am so happy because
i get to practice drums at last

I am so happy because
i get to eat the things i have always wanted to eat
for a long long time!

I am so happy because
there are lots of things to be happy about!!

So why bother about unhappy things

think happy

Happy happy happy!!!!

i miss my chinese posts

2006-11-01T09:16:00.000-08:00

i waned to write this long ago
so i guess its not what i am now

i wanted it to be in chinese
but its really hard with my laptop that is so seriously screwed

so here goes

qi shi yi ge ren ye han hao
yi ge ren de shi jian zhong bi liang ge ren lai de duo
bu shi ma?

yi ge ren chi fan
yi ge ren guang jie
yi ge ren xiang yige ren de shi
yi ge ren he yi ge ren kai pai dui
yi ge ren ye mei shen me bu hao

wo xi huan yi ge ren
zhen de
xi huan yi ge ren

yin wei dang wo yi ge ren shi
wo shi wo de zhu jiao
wo shen me dou ke yi zuo
wo xi huan zhe zhong wo xing wo su de zuo feng

chi zao wo yao
changshi yi ge ren kan dian ying
yi ge ren lu you
zuo geng duo yi ge ren de shi!

wo xiang zhe yang xie da gai ye zhi you yi ge ren hui dong
yi ge ren he yi ge ren
ni shi na ge ren ma?

P.T.

2006-11-01T08:19:00.000-08:00

Its preety amazing how one can influnce the otherssss

the even more amazing thing is
knowing how man live in self denial
man as refer to everyone
or at least the majority

we so badly need others to tell us who we are
professionals,tests, testimonials
and even the stars say something about ourselves
Amazing yah

we get amazed when things get really accurate
not thoughts of hiding
just amazed and surpirised by the accuracy

we live in self denial
we try so hard to hide every single thing from others
yet when the results of the test comes out
the only reaction is
Wow! this is accurate

i am part of this

i need people to tell me who i am

i live in self denial

i think i lost it....

nevermind..

Guess!!

2006-10-31T06:55:00.000-08:00

Clue:
Merry Christmas
Goodbye Lenin
Billy Elliot
Memento
about Smidtch
V for Vendetta
City of gods
4:30

A Show

2006-10-31T06:13:00.000-08:00

I am using my horrible laptop to write this
i dun think u know what i mean
just imagine that watever u type doesnt appear
it only appears when you resize the window

well anyway thats not the point
but please forgive me on the typo errors

i realised that the very first statement that a person say after watching a movie
shows what kind of an audience he or she is
it says alot about the person and what he or she is looking for in the show

At a magic show
everyone know
s that its a fake
there is definitely something that is not real
However
we simply love to get ourselves trick
we enjoy the process of being cheated and
amuse by the magician's trick

Maybe its our deepest desire in knowing the secrets
or our love to be entertained
whatever it is
we have a level of expectations
whether is it the secret
or how we want to be entertained

I choose to be entertained
The magician
Christopher Nolan
successesfully did it with an amazing storyline
so dark so breathtaking

My friend choose to know the secrets
The magician
Christopher Nolan
did it with a twist
one that my friend did not fancy

After all its just a show
u clapped
out of politeness
and leave the place with whatever you choose to take away

i Doubt

2006-10-25T02:34:00.000-07:00

In the process of

Doubting the things i do

doubt my abilities

doubt my judgements

doubt my choices

doubt my focus

doubt my self

doubting if the things happening ard me are real

doubting the reaction people give

doubting the time i have

doubting my work

doubts

with minimal answer

only choice is to pressed on

doubts

i guess its not good to get Him into my doubting picture

persevere...

reason

2006-10-25T02:16:00.000-07:00

Its funny why people like to search for the reason so much

i guess its very much to do with insecurity

not knowing the purpose about a certain thing

its like the moment one sees a painting

even if he/she doesnt really understand it,

they will still believe that the artist have something that he wants to bring across

and they start to stare real hard at the painting

and start a discussion about it

who knows if the artist just whack it out without any thoughts

i am a serious victim in this Finding the Reason Game

every thing i see i do

i needed a reason

an evidence to show that it is worthy of my time or the purpose of that object

sometimes its not about how much that thing mean to me

but what it means to others

i hope i will stay longer....

2006-10-25T02:02:00.000-07:00

Its funny that i am sitting infront of my sis computer blogging

BLOGGING!!!!

i don't even remember when was my last blog

and to think that i am blogging i the middle of a week that has lots of things to be done is even crasier!!!

i'll try to keep this short.....

先后先

2006-07-25T09:06:00.000-07:00

是因为想尿尿才上厕所
还是因为在厕所里才开始想尿尿

是因为饿了才吃
还是因为开始吃了才饿

是因为想念才寂寞
还是因为寂寞才开始想念

人总是搞不清
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是什么都不懂所以发问
还是发问了才开始觉得什么都不懂。。。。

暗与光同在一起

2006-07-25T08:57:00.000-07:00

在黑暗中看到影子事

不要怕

因为在影子的另一头

一定有光

爱比较

2006-07-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

在台湾抬头看天时

就觉得：好美啊！太阳的阳光透过不同厚度的云彩照在脸上。好舒服！

怎么在新加坡没有呢？

在马来西亚抬头看天时

就觉得：好美啊！有的云象兔子，有的象车子，好有趣！

怎么在新加坡没有呢？

在澳洲抬头看天时

就觉得：好美啊！这有一望无尽的天空，视线一点也不想离开那好蓝好蓝的天空，好漂亮！

怎么在新加坡没有呢？

在一次车行中，我无意间的抬头看天空

就觉得：其实这里的天空也一样的美

可惜，在我们这只有小红点般大的天空被好多难看的组屋和大厦挡住了。。。。。

假装

2006-03-02T07:25:00.000-08:00

让我分享几米书里的一个小故事。

有两个非常要好的朋友

小蝴蝶

小披风

故事的开始是一个美丽的早晨

他们两个都在准备出门

刷牙洗脸换衣

出门

小披风从左边的入口进来

穿过森林饶过喷水池

小蝴蝶从右边的入口进来

穿过梅花圆饶过荷花池
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他们即将相逢
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他们擦身而过
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他们每天都在玩“我认识你但是我不想跟你打招呼”的游戏

很有趣的故事
当我第一次读时
对着种情形感到非常熟悉
这不就是我们大人们最爱完的游戏吗？！

之后想了想

其实玩“我认识你但是我不想跟你打招呼” 或“我认识你但是我装做不认得你”

比那些玩 “我不认识你但是我装做得你”的人好多了！

选择

2006-02-26T07:42:00.000-08:00

她有近视

从她董事以来

她就有近视

可是她

选择

不戴眼镜

选择

模糊的世界

选择

看见心中的自己

看不见别人的眼光

选择

不戴眼镜

选择

没有负担

没有多余的责任

选择

不戴眼镜

选择

逃避躲藏

选择

不戴眼镜

尽管

走路时跌跌撞撞

尽管

走错路搭错车

她宁愿

不戴眼镜

圈圈

2005-12-30T11:16:00.000-08:00

小红喜欢画圈圈

她总是在地上画一个很大的圈圈
然后站到圈圈的中央，不让任何人进到自己的圈圈里头
人们只能在外头和她说话

“ 没有人关心我！没有人疼我！”
她总是那么说

小红总是在地上画一个很大很大的圈圈
然后站到圈圈的中央，不让任何人进到自己的圈圈里头
没人进得去

“ 没有人关心我！没有人疼我！”

这个圈就慢慢的越来越大越来越大
本来靠近的人更远了
本来远的人
看不见了

“ 没有人关心我！没有人疼我！”

hmm...

2005-12-30T11:08:00.000-08:00

haven thought abt interesting stuffs to write so let me note down my recent conclusion regarding man (as in human beings)
if u have read my previous post regarding 人类
this is the part two of it
人类喜欢用美丽的话遮盖自己的丑陋
一句常听到的话就是“缺陷美”
另一句更另人感到可耻

臭屁不响

响屁不臭

没有证据的rubbish

无聊

幼稚

明明就是想掩盖自己的借口！

我要点名！

2005-12-26T20:26:00.000-08:00

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我有了！
有了！
有了！有了！有了！
有了！
有了！
有了！
有了！

After camp syndrom

2005-11-29T07:41:00.000-08:00

After Camp syndrom

11++ Reach Church

12pm Sent weili and renjie back to plaza and had a little
shopping with wah and got her and my other bro a present

12++ Wah and i reach JEC cos we wanted to go ther for movies
got the ticket for 2 pm Harry Potter

1 Wah and were talking bout camp and we saw yupei

1++ Wah and i still talking

1.50 We decided to get popcorn and drinks and moved in

2 the show started and there were super little ppl there
which is indeed a good thing

2++ As usual i finished the popcorn before it finish half of the show

3 Felt a little sleepy.....someone called to switch duties with me

4++ The show ended......BAD BAD BAD....i gave a 6 wah gave a 5 on the
scale of 10........lousy show...

5++ We both drag our feets back home....i managed to pack my clothes
out for my mum to wash

6 dump myself into bed and started my beauty sleep

Midnight woke up half awake......continue to slp.....

Early morn Woke up again..........continue to slp...................

7am++ Woke up again.........continue to tos and turn...........fiinally..............

8 i went to brush my teeth...........after 14 hrs of slp.......

8++ Preparing my christmas presents

11+ dump myself to bed AGAIN.........till my mum returns with lunch...........

4pm tossing and turning in my parents bed.........i think i did fell asleep a little

YEP!!! thats about it...................I HOPE.............sleepy syndrom.....Yawns.......(-0-)

我讨厌等巴士

2005-11-03T05:05:00.000-08:00

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”人类“的故事1

2005-10-31T06:30:00.000-08:00

世界上有一种特别的动物

它叫作“人类”

它们的身上有一种难看的斑点叫做“缺陷”

有些多，有些少，不过每一个“人类”都有难看班点

它们不断的想方设法掩盖身上的“缺点”

可是用了几千年的时间都找不到方法

结果

它们决定创造一种信念

一种可以遮盖“缺陷”的信念

它叫做“缺陷美”

之后，”人类“都不为身上的”缺陷“而感到惭愧

表面上，问题是解决了

可是难看的”缺陷“依然在身上

而且，似乎越来越多了。。。。

GET REAL!!!

2005-10-30T01:57:00.000-08:00

LETS JUST FACE THE FACTS!

People always have conflicts

CAUSE: human is the cause
(we dun communicate enough to understand each other)

EFFECTS: human suffer the effects
(we start to complain about others' faults and things are not done)

PROBLEM: human is the problem
(not enough communication)

CONCLUSION:
sit down and start communicating

easy........isn't it?

FUNNY huh!?

2005-10-29T08:31:00.000-07:00

HAVE YOU EVER WONDER about horror shows........

why is it that ghost are always the long black hair and white/red long skirt GIRLs
why is it that vampires are afraid of cross/garlic/sunlight
why is it that vampires' have the colors of their eye change when they transform
why is it that after SADAKO all the jap and korean female ghosts have to start CLIMBING ON THE FLOOR
why is it that female ghost have to cover their face with all that hair
why is it that ghost can never speak properly
why is it that they are apparently more active at night
why is it that there must always be something in the toilets
why is it that vampires must stay in the coffin and not any other covered boxes
why is it that blood must appear somewhere in that 2 hours show
why is it that the dead must always disturb the living
why is it that ghost must appear from behind

CONCLUSION:

it is funny how the living controls how the dead lives...........

This is ME

2005-10-25T07:46:00.000-07:00

Why are u late........

BECAUSE...

i miss the bus/train
there was a traffic jam
it was raining
i had to get my breakfast/lunch/tea/dinner/supper and the person took a long time to prepare the food
the clock did not ring
my mum did not wake me up
the taxi driver did not know the way
my shoe/bag gave way
i was delayed by a friend/salesperson
i fell asleep on the bus/train/blah
i was too engross about something

CONCLUSION:

its pretty obvious that those are just simply EXCUSES not REASONS
for time/environment don't control us
we are the one who plan and decide

However,

people apprantly feel better after listening all that EXCUSES
then not hearing anything from the latecomer.........

Funny huh?

Beauty and the Beastif u watch and remember

2005-10-23T11:42:00.000-07:00

this is the scene:

my sis wants me to slp:

IT HAS PAST UR BEDTIME......GO TO SLEEP NOW

but i had only one think in mind:

>>>BUT I AM NOT SLEEPY

***i guess only those who watched it like a hundered times like ME will understand the link to BEAUTY n the BEAST

YAWNz........(-o-)

YAWNS.....

YAWNS.....

(-0-)

(-o-)

(-0-)

(-o-)

BUT I AM NOT SLEEPY ?

FACADE

2005-10-23T10:49:00.000-07:00

**i kinda of hate the fact tt my mac doesnt allow me play with fonts, so all i can do is to write fancy things, for ppl who miss me, I AM BACK!!!!!

Boy: every morning when he wakes up, he will never once remember what did he do the day before...every single day...it just repeats itself.....though puzzled...but he doesnt bother....he routinely brush his teeth, wash himself, put on his clothes and prepares himself for the day ahead....he would look into the mirror and tell himself " I MUST BE GOOD TO EVERYONE AROUND ME, I MUST DO WATEVA TT PLEASES THE PPL ARD ME, SO TT THEY WILL LIKE ME"....and he goes out and EVERYONE IS PLEASED

***and tt explains why he doesnt remember anything the next morning
***but evryone is please
***conclusion: life is not abt pleasing EVERYBODY, becos someday will come when SOMEBODY realise how unreal u are, and slowly NOBODY would bother u, and the most important thing is u have left no memories in ANYBODYs' mind, for who will remember one with the FACADE

***i just realised how to changed the fonts.......hahah****
***BUT APPARENTLY THERE IS STILL A PROBLEM***
***its ONE FOR ALL n ALL FOR ONE.....they changed together****
(~o~)

CW1 & CW2

2005-08-20T10:03:00.000-07:00

FOr those Who HAVen heard of it......tHis is the story.............abt half a year or even more ago i was fighting a war.......it was 2 VS 100++yOu would never want to imagine the sight of "corpse" big and small lying all around the floor.....in their awkard position.......across the kitchen floor and the kitchen's bathroom......floating on the water surface of the pails.....in the washing machine that has it's cap opened.......stuck under the sticky tape...............Wanna guess who were the two group in war...............................it was ME & ME SIS VS COCKROACHES........................my block was having the fogging.......when they will smoke the dustbin connected to every residents in the block....to get rid of cockroaches....they warned us to seal our dustbin as they were not air tight........we did not..............and cockcroaches started to head to our dustbin and come rushing out to my kitchen.......across the kitchen floor to the bathroom....flying to the window grills...dropping int o the washing machine..big small all sizes......everywhere......EVERYWHERE!!!!!it was just me amd my sis and a bottle of insecticides at war.......Pssssssssss Pssssssss Pssssss everywhere.....it was so bad that we had to seal the dustbin.........sealing it when the cockroaches are still coming out.......some of them just get stuck under the masking tape.... Struggling right under my fingers
.........YUCK!!!!!.......it ended after quite some time......the amt of insecticides sprayed were so much that i stink of it for nearly an hour.......and the kitchen floor was oily due to it....I THOUGHT THIS WAS THE END......
NOPE it happen again on friday morning......but this time round I WAS ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!THank God there were only forty of them.......mainly the babies.....so much easier to handle....but i didnt clear them.........HEHE!!!!!!!

QUIT.........think abt it again....

2005-07-30T00:30:00.000-07:00

its a long time since i am here.....apparently my laptop dun let me create special effects with my post.....so this is going to be real real plain..............

anyway i watched alot of shows recently........i watched MY GIRL.....ending was rubbish.....big time rubbish......i watch ANASTASIA......the second time...still very nice......we'll meet again once upon a december.............and i watched THE CHOIR BOY.......neat show....great show....wonderful songs.........and i watch SPIRITED AWAY again......i think its my fourth or fifth time.........love the ending song........and now i watching "tian mimi".....miss this show a couple of times......i wanted to check out seven swords.....but i heard tt its not nice.....pretty sad........aniwaes CORPSE BRIDE is coming......and johnny depp looks cute in CHARLIE and the CHOCOLATE FACTORY.......HE IS ALWAYS CUTE.....

i never buy present for many ppl my sis ning and stuffs i plan to buy for wah wah papa father's gift......longlong ago.....ah...ah.....and i wanted to buy cds yet i never......so sad...so many things never get.......

ANYWAY ALL TT STUFF U JUST READ ARE JUST CRAP. Not my main topic

QUIT!!!!!
Recently i had a class gathering and one of my ex-classmate quit school.....becos he say it was tough....a few thought of quiting...........RUBBISH.......who says studying is easy......who says studying has no prob......everybody face the same problem....stress......goes through the same thing........yet you quit first and the rest just complain without action and get themselves a paper......so who lose....YOU.......QUIT.......think abt it again........

END of MESSAGE.......|A|A||||A|||A||||......and i got an apple tt drop on the floor today

ABC

2005-07-12T23:00:00.000-07:00

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..in conclusion.....
LONG TiMe
........no........
SEE.....C.......(*-*)

hmm 2..................

2005-06-28T21:14:00.000-07:00

How gentle is the rain
that falls softly on the meadow
birds high upon the tree
There beneath the clouds with the melody

You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful
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GIRLS DON'T EVER BELIEVE THIS
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LOVE SONGS
BLEAH!!!
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but i like
lover's concerto
hehe

..................hmm.............

2005-06-26T21:30:00.000-07:00

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可是我却写了很多！所以我是知道还是不知道呢？！我真的不知道！
人总是这样，口是心非！

EcEiP eNO

2005-06-26T21:10:00.000-07:00

船长...
鲁夫...
战斗员...
索隆...
航海士...
娜美...
狙击手...
骗人布...
厨师...
香吉士...
船医...
乔巴...
考古学家...
罗宾...

D

2005-06-24T07:38:00.000-07:00

高桥凉介
FC
183cm
64kg

藤原拓海
改装后的
toyota trueno
AE
<<86>>

BLEAH......

2005-06-23T22:00:00.000-07:00

TRUENO...
<<86>>..........
藤原拓海...........

POOF!! and its gone~...............................

2005-06-23T21:00:00.000-07:00

i realised everytime i go in...
and everytime i come out.....
i look perfectly the same....
not much of the difference....
not the style....
not the feel....
only ONE is different.....
the PRICE!!!.....
increse le.....
how could they!!!!ARGH!!!
anyway within that few minutes...
POOF!!
And its gone.....
gone Gone GONE....
but i dun really feel anything.....
not like someone whom i know of....hahaz
recently i tend to get suspicious of the things ppl say
and the way they react....
and somehow i build this thing between to protect myself from them.....
OR....
to shut them out from me...hmm...i wonder....
And SUDDENLY i realised this is very tiring....
clearing things out seems to be a better way....
IF ONLY I COUNLD.....
STOP GOING INTO MY OWN LALA WORLD!!!!!!ARH...........

i copied from myself..........haha

2005-06-22T08:01:00.000-07:00

anyway i am here to write the SECOND thoughts from camp...
on the very last night before the "campfire" started...
my grp was trying to come out with a cheerhalfway planning.....
jiexin appeared saying that titus took her stick away...
i was so much into planning tt i didnt want to give much attention to the issue.....
BUT i didnt want to dissapoint the girl...so i told her to take any other stick instead...
the next moment titus was with a red left eyedun really know what happened...
All i know was titus was trying to stop jiexin was playing with the stick...
somehow it just went in to his eyes...
i was thinking about this today...
i suddenly realised that i might have somehow indirectly cause the incident...
Could TITUS knew that playing with the stick was wrong and DANGEROUS
thus he tried stopping Jiexin....
tts why he took her stick right at the very first place....
IF I STOP DISCUSSING...
AND give the two LITTLE kid the least 5 mins to check wat was the problem
wats TITUS reason....NOTHING would have happened!!!
isnt it....?
how many a times i miss out these seems small things
which might cause BIG HUGE MAJOR Problems!!!
i wonder.........

YUMMEEZ

2005-06-21T04:36:00.000-07:00

i broke out of my shell......welcome me man!!!!!!lllalalllallalal

YUMMEEZ

itchy.......

完玩顽丸晚.......

龙之项链.....

一个人

Script

i need a song

abcdefgh..............I

Mystory

I am so Happy!

i miss my chinese posts

P.T.

Guess!!

A Show

i Doubt

reason

i hope i will stay longer....

先 后 先

暗与光 同在一起

爱比较

假装

选择

圈圈

hmm...

我要点名！

After camp syndrom

我讨厌等巴士

”人类“的故事1

GET REAL!!!

FUNNY huh!?

This is ME

Beauty and the Beast***if u watch and remember***

FACADE

CW1 & CW2

QUIT.........think abt it again....

ABC

hmm 2..................

..................hmm.............

EcEiP eNO

D

BLEAH......

POOF!! and its gone~...............................

i copied from myself..........haha

YUMMEEZ

先后先

暗与光同在一起

Beauty and the Beastif u watch and remember