itchy.......

It takes forever to upload an image
It takes 18 years to see my interest in photography
It takes a few months to decide to buy a camera
It takes a few hours to get a camera i like
It takes forty-five mins to choose and edit an image
It takes half an hour to think of what to write now
It takes fifteen mins to takes 10 images
It takes five mins to stab myself for the image i want doesn't upload and the one i dun want uploads smoothly
It take one minute for me to get angry
It takes thirty seconds for me to set up my camera
It takes ten seconds for my hands to itch
It take one second (max 5secs) to click and POOF!
An image is out.......



my hands itch alot lately......
ITCHY HANDS









i really dun want to upload this image..................................


URGH!

完玩顽丸晚.......

当耳机再度插入耳朵时，
我又再一次进入那只属于我自己的世界；
那个虚幻、绚丽、放肆的世界。
就尽情的沉溺、享受、忘记、
大笑、大哭、安静⋯⋯


“没有预兆 没有理由 你真的有说过⋯⋯
电话我也不接 找我我也不睬 无缘的人 去找别人
⋯⋯一颗热的心 穿着冰冷外衣 ⋯⋯
世界纷纷扰扰 喧喧闹闹 什么是真实 ⋯⋯
⋯⋯因为我爱着孤独 却又崩溃得无助⋯⋯
一霎风雨我爱着你 极度雨停我爱自己⋯⋯我离开我自己⋯⋯
我要和你一起划过一千个世纪 就是和你在一起⋯⋯
也要纷纷秒秒 年年日日 全心守护你最小的事”

龙之项链.....

若我和你盘旋在

时间、空间、瞬间、

以前、现今、未来。


我是在这个空间里瞬间爱上了你。
可是如果在现今的我同时爱上了两个从不同空间的你，
那算不算背叛呢？

如果以前的我无法接受现今和未来的你，
那选择你是不是个错误？

如果现今的我爱上未来的你，未来的你却爱上以前的我，
那我们是不是在瞬间里搞糊涂了？

如果现今的我偷偷爱恋着未来的你，却紧抓着我不爱的现今的你，
期望他变成未来的你， 那算不算欺骗?

如果十个不同空间的我有五个赞成和你在一起，有五个不赞成和你在一起，
我又该做何选择呢？


时间不受人影响，只有它影响人。
人生不受人影响，只有选择影响它。

一个人

i have been doing alot of thinking back lately

its a long timeits good to think back and reflect
This is from my previous entry

chinese is still the best way to reflect me i guess

我喜欢一个人

我真的喜欢一个人

我很想往一个人

我想我患了‘过度喜欢一个人’的病

医生也证实

说我病得不轻

因该往有人的地方多逛

多到有人的地方感受那里的气氛

我很乖

我有听话

在前两天去了有很多人的地方

可是不知怎么了我的病情因此极度恶化

身体不由自主地把自己关在一个空间里

没有别人只有我的空间里

医生怀疑我没有照他的指示去做

可是我说我有

还带了朋友和我一起去

只不过到了人多的地方

不知怎么了

我一个人的心情更加的膨胀起来

像突然心藏麻痹的病人

一发不可收拾

后来才发现

我在很多人的地方里会更显示出我一个人的病情

‘过渡喜欢一个人’的病更会像喷泉一样涌出来

我不能和很多人在一起

我只能继续得一个人

继续的忠于一个人

喜欢一个人

Script

Well, Hello!
Welcome to The Race
Wow i seen quite some energetic and happy faces today!!
Thats good! because this race is a rather different race
One that no matter old old or younge
How tall or short
How thin or fat
Well, basically everybody has to take part in it!!!!

Since all are pretty ready,
Let me brief you about the rules and regulations
This is really imp[ortant
so please do listen clearly

Number one,
this is a race where no one is allow to stop
Basically you can only choose between running slower or faster

Number two,
you will face situations that is so very bad that you are pushed to your limits
In this situation,
you have one help line that you can get
ONLY ONE

BUT we are not disclosing what the number is or who it will be
Its up to you to find it out and used it at your own time

Number three,
For eople who choose to give up the race
They will never be seen again

Well i think thats about it
Do your best and put in all your might in the race
Its always for a good cause

thanks for listening
In a few minutes time the Race shall begin
All the best!!

i need a song

i am tired
i am not
i am tired
i am not
i am tired
i am not
i am tired
i a m
not
i am tired
i am not
i am tired i am nopt
i am
tired i am not
i am tired
ia mnot
i am tired
ia am not
i am tired
i am not





some times i wonder if i am tired or not
i guess many times its just a matter of choice
i choose to be tired
or i choose not to be tired
its just a matter of choice



today i dunno
maybe i am maybe i am not
maybe its not physically just mentally

but well the funny thing is
i got change when i reach home
and sank into the sofa staring or watching or stoning infront of the TV
then my mum said

Do i have to go back to primary school to teach u how to wear your clothes?

I had my clothes worn the other way round
inside out


this is very casual
nothing much
still processing my other stuffs

abcdefgh..............I

I am he
I am she

I am him
I am her

I am they
I am them

I am our
I am their

I am selfish
I am all about me

I am the owner of my stories
I am storyteller

I am Cinderella
I am Snow white

I am Hungry Werewolf
I am Captain Hook

I am my characters
I am my thoughts

I am I
I am who